To be female to every scrutinizing eye. To be able to dress up in Gucci heels and go out for a nite on the town with my guy, with everyone looking at us...but only because they wish they had me on their arm =)Then come home for a bit snuggling before bed....slow lovemaking...or being tied up for a little playful fun...well, either would be to my liking. Im a 27 yr old transexual. I would like become female or at least be undeniably female until you play with me.. I im living with my parents right now so im willing to move. I would like to be someone's girlfriend or maybe even "wife" of sorts. If we live together, and you want to have sex at any time, you'll rarely hear the words "not in the mood" lol. Pay for me to become female and ill be your sexy girl =) The relationship must be long term, as i will be living with you or you will provide a house or apartment for me to stay in. I would like to meet someone i can fall in love with, that understands me, accepts me for who i am..that may enjoy tying me down during sex sometimes, but is usually soft and passionate in the bedroom. Regardless of if love is there in the relationship, as long as all my feminization surgeries are covered, as well as a place to stay, transportation, etc, then ill be there for you. I am only very mildly kinky, so if you have lots of wild ideas in mind, im not the one. Also, im always on the bottom unless with another female. I would like to have breast implants to augment whatever i grow with the hormone treatment that i am taking, and have some very expensive cosmetic facial and adams apple shaving, and eventually MAYBE have gender surgery to become totally female so i can become hotstuff all the way. Whether or not i have certain "parts" removed would be up for discussion. I would definitely love to be totally female it is ok with my partner, but if its not then i guess id keep those parts down there lol. The problem is, i have ZERO money, so its just CD for me now..I am somewhat passable as a female, but i am still going to electrolysis to permanently remove the hair, but at $65 an hour, i can only afford so much. I need to see my psychologist a bit more over time before i can get a referral for gender change, but im already under the care of an endocrinologist for my hormones. The hormones and beginning things arent really expensive, but much more than i have - $150 per session to see the psychologist, and about $100 a month in hormones. Facial feminization with one of the best doctors and breast implants will be around $25,000 most likely, and will be needed about a year from now; keep that in mind as well. Of course, at that point i will be 100% female as far as outward appearances go. So...im looking for financial support of my feminization, a place to stay, etc..and hopefully the someone that provides this i will enjoy being with, both in and out of the bedroom.

My Ideal Person Even though i am looking for longterm security, i would also love any donations or help i can get until i find that, which would help with these crazy bills.

Ideal Person: I want a man..or a couple..to have a relationship with, as a girlfriend or significant other... but this cannot happen unless they can totally support my feminization because that is my dream and main need if i continue to live in this world.

I cant make any changes other than beginning the hormone treatment though until im gone from my parents, as they totally disagree with me changing sex and will kick me out of the house when they see that im proceeding.